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My blog
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anyone, interested in being my experimental model,
send me a note.
wont be paid tho.. win-on-win situation,
u cud be my model, ill edit n burn ur pica to the cd.
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but probably ur pica will be uploaded in my DA.

so, interested? nudge me~!!

i feel sorry for my group member, dhiya n hisyam, well, im obviously a sleeping member.. considering im not contributing anything to them in our PHP project.
im reaaaaly bad working in group. i mean, i can work alone, i dun mind. but when in a group, with two programming geniuses, how well can i cope with that? i obviously dun like to meet the lecturer and ask.. so, im just a passive student.
not that im not studying or anything, but programming is really booooring and they are made for computer nerd who love to deal with computer language. im NOOOOOT enjoying any of this. but, ah well.. im thinking on doing my own extra project, because i dun think we can do programming together, yea.. the laptop is for our database project.. and.. maybe illl do it on my pc.. hm.. thinking on bringing my bulky computer to class for presentation..
no lame excuses anymore~! i must work hard too~!!! okay ill start PHP then.. ok.. first mybe i need to rebuilt the database..
okay, fine..


clubs..:


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having to study is a must.
having to survive is a need.

eating is a must.
thinking is a necessity.

appearance is important.
feeling is an unconscious self-need.

we seek for hope.
we seek for fun.
we seek for happiness.

fooled by the reality.

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What i want;
1. Artemis Fowl graphic novel
2. Range Murata's graphic book
3. Wacom's graphic tablet
4. Macro lens for my D40
5. colourful stuffs
6. My own room
7. Upgrading my workstation
8. Aces in exam
9. season 6&7 gilmore girls
10. New cool sketch book
11. new shoes
12. chicken chop
13. taking pictures
14. new places

i join several clubs..:


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i think i'm in comfort zone..
why?
because i rarely study for the test that I'm gonna sit for nxt wex.. and even this wex.
my assignments are unbelievebly hideous+overload, but i havent finish it all.. im on procrastination-phase.
i got addicted to DA(since last year, n it still going..), i watch
heart-pounding-PrisonBreak, i draw a lot, and thats all i do..
well, my exam's marks are so-and-so, my assignments are send on the due date(not late), i cook and i eat, i can do programming exercise(which really great, considering im so lazy).

hmm.. but one thing that really worries me is.. money money money.
the fees for my hostel and subject this semester are soooo high. even my PTPTN can't cover it up(i got only half loan), i didnt get the one and only loan-scholarship-Uniten-provide just because my dad's salary is high. not that my grade-pointer is low, it's quite good, considering im still in dean's list. hmm. and getting money from my dad is realllllllllly not a favouritas option. so how? how? how? how?
why being in universitas really cost me a fortune? just to learn all this, that i can even get from books and internet? just for the degree certificate, cost me about.. RM60k for 4 years. is it worth it? is it? i keep asking myself that.. you know, Paul Arden always says, that if you know what u gonna do for living, why dont u just start early?
i mean, why making loan to study things and wasted about 4-5 years, then u work on a different field after all(if u didnt get the job u wanted, or u think urnt really that interested in that field after all..) why dont i just start working and gain experiences and money.. and at the same time, i buy books, i go to short classes, i ask my friends to teach me, and really study everything i want to, just because i want to, not because of the exams.. like all the universitas always do? study for exams. and forget everything after dat.. (dat keeps going on and on)
why having that certificate is really important? to prove im good? to prove we are all qualified? to improve ourselves? well, u can really do that yourself right, without having to waste rm60k. or even more~

not that im condemning students or how the systems in universitas go.. i just wanna noe wat people thought.. i love studies, i love knowledges, but i dun like the feeling to think dat im always on money-crisis, or need to force myself to study for exams,.

aaargh.. my comfort zone is created to blind me with all the reality problems. ahaha.. so-called-hiding-from-truth.

i join several clubs..:


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